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S2E4 - Satanic Initiation - Men wearing Lingerie

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Take me to the happy hour I never had show me the girl I never met I want it so bad where is that Golden Palace where is that [\\h__\\h] called Destiny I think she ran up without me

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Welcome back to Lady Babylon what we've got on the plate for you tonight is a little bit odd it's going to be off track in order to keep you necromancers alive we're going to be drawing up a spirit but only near the end of our time although he is a lovely otherwise tonight what we're going to do is we're going to depart and we're going to talk about me

A little bio for to answer your questions and I cannot think of something that makes me more uncomfortable than this so um because who wants to talk about themselves right hit it

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Before we get to the bio I want to also mention that tomorrow at 10 A.M we will be having our first intensive Greek necromancy class

We're having it in the morning early on a Saturday in order to accommodate people's time 10 o'clock Mountain who are living across the pond so hopefully our British contingent will be able to come and partake of the offerings which I'll talk about a little bit more in a minute but somebody asked me today

Who are you they wanted to know because they're looking at a potential future in the area they want to know who I am and where I teach let me show you I've made a little video it's just a short video but it encompasses some of the headlines

And a couple of images and some nice music from Zane Campbell thank you very much Zane and um Chewie roll it I was lost in an airport I walked outside onto a golf course foreign

I woke up from the dream I had flown in from somewhere I didn't know where I was going dreams are kind of like a life sometimes they don't make sense I was dreaming about an old love You were lucky I left you I would have made you miserable though it broke your heart

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I made it a nightmare but you woke up and I was gone

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Headlines was I'm fired for a phallus yes um the stage prop that was being used in our bakic performance of the Medea it was part of the sacking that the association

For University professors the American Association the aauup descended on the University and said not so fast you have done wrong and you have taken a man out when other professors approached me and said you're going to be fired I I um I had no reason to doubt them but I pressed ahead I pressed ahead with bringing them that Medea can can we see the Medea again um do we have her image yes this is actually

Um this is actually one of my students and she was the inspiration of the play and after my sacking which as you know behind the scenes involved an official inquiry by the Catholic Church into my state of demon possession and whether or not I was opening oracles um um portals yeah through oracles yeah fantastic so I

That's where I'm coming from that's where I'm coming from and it was my honor and duty to the Muse to be able to serve in that capacity to be able to take students we had great success with our programs with people who enter Classics um just because of the work that I was doing and all I was doing was showing these texts was opening up this Avenue to these texts and so

What happens to a person after they are fired from a university they end up in a very uh tricky situation that brought me ultimately to the base of the largest constantly occupy the the only the oldest constantly occupied City on the planet uh another planet excuse me um on our continent yeah yeah anyway

Um it's a necromantic center a village and um that's how I came to this desert um I was I landed here after my termination from the University I landed here much to the Chagrin of my students and there's a whole um you can see from the headlines you know it landed our University in the um tops 10

Bad universities for free speech and these are it's not a distinction that they wanted to earn but at the same time when you point a phallus when you point a phallus at someone you bring something from the ancient world into

The modern by means of magic they're only all these texts are always talking about bringing the future and the past into the present it's the art of the mogress to be able to do that it is Magic itself so bringing that power back into the present is um something that I thought was the goal and so that's how I oriented my programs and teaching the student that you see bring her up again please that's such a I'm so proud foreign

This method actress who thrilled on the stage and everybody said this was the best thing that this university has ever produced yeah full houses every night sold out the the counters at the Seminary

Um off the charts for dirty internet web uh internet traffic you know that you hit on when you get stats like that back anyway I'm so proud of what she was able to do she was able to bring that lady Babylon she was able to at that very time when those fallacies were pointed at the audience

And when we brought them the fury you could hear it crackle in the air you could feel it within the audience when we brought them the figure of that Fury back and said your greed stains your soul with a stench of ruin um that's when we had the victory the students saw it and the students knew it so when I was fired

Um uh it was uh it was upsetting to a lot of people because what you're doing is you're cutting off the the very source that you claim your place of your Museum you're supposed to be they're supposed to have access to this information well that student wrote me she graduated and she went on to act um started her acting career and um when she she gave me a note that I have to this day in my jacket pocket people want to know my motivations and what makes me

Want to do what I do um her note said dear Dr Hillman you have shown me more of Christianity than any of my priests could ever do thank you for the education and I thought yeah that's why that's why you do it right there yep so for those of you who are going to be coming to this class tomorrow what I'm offering what I'm offering to you is a hardcore

Preparation for intermediate level reading of ancient Greek this is your hardcore intensive beginner course I will be more of a drill instructor than anything to you and you will get tired and you will complain that your muscles hurt and I had just had somebody in for the first time and he told me after a after a workout he said I didn't think it was going to be so tough right um yeah because that's how you have to be able to burn through what what is piled up over that strength that inner strength you have to forge ahead

With that and that's what I'm here to do is to show you you can see what happened in my situation you can see what happened and you can know that I was not going to back down that I was going to bring the authenticity I was going to bring the muse right and I wasn't going to back down um there should be no censorship despite what you may take what you may be willing to endure you should not be willing to endure the rape of the muse

Now having said that we have an issue to deal with and that is um there have been Cersei um has reported to me that there have been issues with misogyny on this site of all places for misogyny to be

Where we study and venerate a woman we study and venerate a woman if you want to say we we worship femininity well what kind of misogynists would be welcome yeah if we're going to follow the oracles and if we're going to look at that Medea because the real history is way more interesting than what you're being given

Yeah what I'm given the real history is way more interesting when you get down into those texts and you know that you people know that that's why you want to come tomorrow right the ones of you that want to take that route I'm offering you a specialty here I am Ronan you can see that from the video I'm on the outside

Great job got a lot of attention people said this is real real potential here and these theories right these theories um are going to change things yeah yeah and all I was doing was giving him evidence hey you guys there's a whole bunch of drug books these people are all on drugs right and they're they're using they're giving their infants opiates right all the time why oh why slows down your bowels right you get a little diarrhea and take some opium feel better get some sleep

You know this is part of our culture that's all I was giving them those were the theories the things that they said were theories that's what and it's catching up to them it's catching up to them the the place that we have to go now is we have to say Okay we started the magic I see The Pact I know what what direction this is going I understand now that I am in an implicit agreement

And I will know consciously when pieces of this agreement including what I need to do are provided or given and one of those things is this clothing thing next uh two weeks from now we will have

A Fight Club yeah it's the get your outfits on Fight Club Neil will be the champion that one Challenger will be able to um to challenge yeah now here's the setting We are following an a saturnian initiation okay in order to do that authentically you must follow

The Roman legionaries yeah isn't that Nate this is preserved with them it only makes sense it's always the officer Corps who's who's involved in these aristocratic types of goings-on right we we want that bakkick we want that common democratic bakunt

Um worship yeah we want that Bach fever we want that menatic feminine religion

So um we follow the greatest Greek manly hero that ever lived and that is Heracles and Heracles was remanded to the custody of a queen by the oracle yeah by the oracle by the Oracle herself so this is pretty serious sentence and um it is there that he develops the understanding

Of the Queen's lingerie

You know some of you are delving into the sources now and sending me messages that say oops you said this I didn't think this was right and there it is right this is a problem that I've had in the past with a lot of people people always say no no they can't be when I tell you that Jesus Christ is arrested in the public park at 4am with a naked boy you're like oh no that cannot be and then you look it up and then you say

It can be and it is and that's my reality right so um what I would like to do what I would like to do is to give you access to that initiation pathway and in order to do it we have to revive that classical gymnasium

And we are going to do that in two weeks following the heraclion understanding of the bacchic woman's kit the minatic kit okay this is the dress this is the dress of the right and if you are Heracles you are wearing very nice lingerie

Very nice this is a queen's lingerie all right so in order um you know I could just tell you it's because one of the misogynists snuck on here started saying stuff the pig has to be sacrificed right this Beast that wandered in has to be sacrificed and now we all have to wear the kit of the me net I will be there as referee

It will be three rounds best two out of three

Um the first to two Falls is out person by person monoi mono this is wrestling right it's a gymnasium and I will present questions to them that will allow them to master or submit their opponent

All while dressed in mean attic kit and people that people that I'm talking to are are um you know we have a good group now but I would like a few more members to join it'll be going to the games night we'll extend the time and I think you'll see why this whole gymnasium thing is so necessary you're getting

Tired of one voice you need to see the laboratory and you need to see how it's integrated and how we turn these things into body movements right we need to get the muscle memory of it and how we're going to do that we're going to follow Jesus right where's my dolly I want to know where he touched me all right we're going to follow Jesus because Jesus now I'm speaking to those of you who are evangelicals Presbyterians Catholics

Um charismatics who's popular enough mega church people sitting in the giant Stadium Joel Osteen type I'm talking to everybody out there who fits that description yeah and I'm telling you that Not only was your God arrested in a public park with a naked boy but the institution that built itself around that pedophile

Is an institution of pedophilia yes yeah I published a book on it in the early church and you know several professors told me that's what's going to get you fired right but what would you have me to do what would you have me to do you people have entrusted me with your time right I don't need to sit here and give you garbage I want you to have access to that clear stream and in order to do it we're going to have to watch men wrestle dressed in classy YouTube friendly lingerie

And when you can do that when you can do that you can enter the state um ask yourself why are bakkings always you know I was I was writing to Neil to tell him about this right you've got to gotta have the Platinum wig and don't bring that dirty blonde stuff don't bring the dirty blonde you need Platinum wigs that hair should be wool it should be the it should be the color of wool because we're going to Jesus and Jesus in The Apocalypse right where

We find Lady Babylon Jesus is wearing a lingerie top with a wig of wool yeah just beautiful beautiful platinum hair why is he doing that because he's the Morning Star right and that's what she does yeah okay if you understand initiation

Now you know why John is taking his boys to the wilderness yeah I wanted to read to resurrect to you tonight

Tomorrow morning it'll be good to see everyone a symbol it'll be nice to meet you to see you face to face and we'll get to work right away I want to finish tonight because what I feel like I haven't given you what you've come here for because we've just talked about me so I want to bring up to balance me I want to bring up just for a minute Charles baudelaire and his

Band poetry can I read you just four lines of his band poetry this is from the Florida Mall the flowers of evil are you ready this will this might be painful Within the dwindling glow of light from language lamp sunk in the softest cushions soaked with heady scent hippolyta lay dreaming of the thrilling

Touch that spread apart the veil of her young innocence

You're dirty this is dirty is it just me or have we entered the this is Charles baudelaire and as you are reading Charles baudelaire The Florida Mall which you will as you come across the saturnian verses don't be surprised

That what I am saying is just what another dragon said before me these Dragons Who stand in the field of Mars did you ever wonder why Medea's face why her song stands in the field of Mars

Yeah it's because we're at War we're at War and that's why you guys are gonna show up Heracles is going to show up confident and strong as the object of sexual desire as the look of the Gaze yes you won't let it phase you you'll stand up you're secure enough to stand up to feel the Gaze and to stand up you'll embrace the lingerie and embrace it I know I will um I had this since we're talking about me let's just keep talking about me when

I was in Israel people have asked me well if you're helping us to go through this why have you done this before and not yet um very organically my initiation happened when I was in Israel and the people in bed were sitting up and telling me things and then running off the next day crazy like um when I was there a group of women descended upon me I don't know it's probably eight yeah and they took me back to their Dwelling Place

Yeah and they stripped me of my clothing it was the locals were celebrating a festival this is near Armageddon Tel megido anyway the locals were celebrating a religious Festival so it was time to go out and dance they stripped me naked and reassembled my clothing with the kit of a minad yes they did they gave me a just a gorgeous dress and took me out as if we were one big drunken Troop and the dancing oh the dancing was spectacular the dancing was spectacular I ended up in the end

Running like most do I hit him from the back and so I ended up um you know running back I found I was safe don't worry everything was everything was fine but in the process of that initiation

I realized that I had a tool against every misogynistic impulse that that I would ever have yes you see why you need the Balkans you see why you need the mean ads tell me Charles Charles you're telling me about hippolyta

And her and her innocence can you tell me about what's the name of your next poem it's condemned women condemned women that's interesting the two good sisters wow that's another one can you tell me something a little bit a little bit darker or deeper you could tell me about the Fountain of blood you could tell me that you could tell me about the allegory can I read the allegory picture of beauty shoulders rich and fine letting her long hair Trail into a wine Talons of love the poison tooth of sin

Slip and are dulled against her Granite skin she laughs at death and flouts debauchery those fiends who in their heavy pleasantries gouge and Destroy still keep a strange regard for Majesty her body strong and hard a goddess

Her eyes call mortal beings to the charms of ready breasts between her open arms she feels she knows this made this Barren girl by our desire fit to move the world the gift of body's beauty is Sublime and draws forgiveness out of every crime she knows no hell or any afterlife and when her time shall come to face the night

With a capital in show me death like a newborn face to face in innocence with neither guilt nor hate

Those of you with ears to hear will see her and will know her

Where is that Englishman Rob is Rob here Rob is not here yet um he'll be here in a minute perhaps and perhaps I'll just in the show he's probably doing something he shouldn't nasty man um we're here at the field of Mars we're here at the field of Mars here he comes but before I before we jump we're here at the field of Mars and for those of you who don't feel you have any obligation to defend the great mother to stand between the great mother

And the pollution of this existence right now in Ukraine you and I are witnessing mothers and children being wiped out being wiped out we're witnessing Nations stand back and watch it happen yeah we're watching people justify it there is something that rocks even the heart of the most stained fascist

And that's the mother we take on the kit of the mean ads because we honor the great mother yeah yeah we make this this space sacred for her Rob how are you doing sir

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Yeah hi how are you you're right that was excellent he was uh you know I like hearing about you your history excellent story on Israel is that tell megido

Yeah and and it was an excellent excavation and everybody knows that on two of the nights that I was there people sat up out of bed and said very strange things and a very strange voice to me it was a powerful experience and a powerful place and I will never forget riding horses through the valley of Jezreel that's that's the way to go rob what do you think about Heracles and um his fascination with the kit of the mean ads

Profound I always say profound Delta but it says profound dentist it's a it's kind of a it's it's confusing to me I'm going to be totally honest it's confusing to me um to kind of emulate that it's not I mean

I'm not misogynistic by any degree but you know I I just um I I don't I don't want to come across as an opposition in this book um scared of it I'm going to be honest about about that I'm scared of dressing up in in uh lingerie to be honest with you and I don't feel like I support support it completely I suppose any expression help you would it help you Rob it would help you if I told you that right now in Behind These Wars are

People who are killing other people yeah for um doing things like dressing up if you're a man like a woman for questioning for questioning gender um for for looking at masculinity and feminine femininity through a lens that's not traditionally accepted that the people you know on you can just say Georgia right look at Georgia and what's been done um for the the great mother could you would you could you consider it for the sake of the great mother oh consider it I I have you know it's

It's um it's not something I haven't considered certainly don't I don't agree with what what people do in in them countries or I don't agree with that you can't it's really Daft in my opinion and I don't I don't have much time for it personally uh I I off I often hear of these things because a work in a place that quite a few guys who come from the European Community come over and we require them because of the skills that they have and um they have these views you know they

They do have these views and it's not very nice I don't you you know in England you can express your views without having to suffer serious consequences for them but it's also has an effect on the way people think of you and uh it's it's not a very nice way of going about handling oneself in a situation that's it can be it can be that like as you say it's devastating it is devastating to be to think people are losing their lives this is such a situational where they're

Only expressing it you should be free to express yourself in however you feel like you'd want to that's my opinion of of matters like I I want I wouldn't be able I want people to be able to express themselves freely without any reprise or recalls from in any way shape or form really yeah you should you still be able to do that express yourself you are you know and be honest with who you are and share it be proud of it because that is you you know what if we

Get what if we get a little more active about it Rob and what if we say it's uh it's almost an obligation of a free Society to protect it's it's um it's mothering source to go out and to to prevent the destruction of that image the image of the mother um and is that what is Heracles you know Bears the name of his mother right Heracles yeah yeah

Um what she doesn't want right she doesn't want and there's a whole there's a whole mythology and cult ritual built around this there's entire temples around these great labors one of which is getting is getting a girdle right and in the end Heracles ends up full-grown land breastfeeding from the mother of the cosmos isn't that nice the the queen of Queens if we're going to bring that queen of Queen back in our back into our Trinity cognitively right because this is all quantum physics that we're doing don't

We need to commit to that State of Mind where you and I can sit comfortably I need to sit and I want people to know I want people to know I was breffing from the start in my normal attire and it was Rob who said wait a minute

Um we're gonna all be dressed in Victoria's Secret but um you're not right um so Rob I appreciate that and after consultation with the devil and in fact you have me you have me on a you know it's a clause within the contract but it's you know it's something I have to abide by so I'll be there too I'll be there too and um we want people we want to use this exercise to show people that um the mean attic starting point is still living that this the mystery they said was something that you could bring

That was living that was a process and that this could affect history that's why I keep saying let's bring back lady Babylon she is that operation she is that all bridging Tower and to bring her back we have to don't isn't it rational that we have to enter into the state I mean so many medicine men Native American medicine men can't be that wrong there's something about the necromancy here that we're trying to bring out and um so I invite people and I'm inviting people now and I wanted people

To see Rob tonight because Rob is as genuine and as transparent as you can get of a human being he's not trying to hide anything right he's a lover of the Muse and he will follow her and I know that for a fact he'll follow her and he is having a difficult time

Yep considering the options yes right so um yeah go ahead I'm sorry you're right yeah I'm the way it goes for me is if this is supposed to be my my path and my way then I'll I'll find out I'll I'll be I'll be shown there'll be something there'll be a signal or a sign or something that I'll recognize and follow for the minute I'm just frightened I'm sure I'm sure I'm not alone I'm sure I'm not alone in that and I'm sure there's Manny Manu ready to express themselves

Then you got me full support complete and full support me uh I'm like that whether it's your life you know it's um you show myself to see what happens with so for our our judge will be Cersei our judge will be Cersei in one aspect I will call the rounds and Cersei will judge for the sake of prizes and she will do so by polling the audience by pulling the audience so we will have your your um

When you become a Marcus and you step up and you're wearing this you're wearing your feminine kit and you're drawing that attention when you become that Marcus you will then have the capacity to enter into the Ecstasy

You will be at the point that your mind is primed for what the right can deliver it's again it's not my rules it's just from the past just these texts that are telling us this okay not many detectives go to the crime scene and put on the Killer's pants right not many of them go through and stick their finger into the bullet wound right but that's because they wouldn't want to contaminate it with DNA but that's what we need to do we need to get down we need to get down to the very

Basis of what these texts are talking about in order to get there Rob I have to put on the kit I have to be in that state from the throne now you will have evangelicals who will hear that and who will readily understand that we are following the way of Cain right and are aren't we then aren't we then preparing the place for lady Babylon yes right yes if you can get over and this is the funny thing I started this process and I tell you what I'm

Frustrated because every one of those gowns is going to make me look fat every one of them every one of them and I have had a bad body image for the last 24 hours when I realized what I was going to have to present to you it makes me the first thing I thought about this morning when I got up is I don't want to eat anything right I gotta get ready for this two-week uh and then I stopped myself and said what what kind of reasoning is this I've put

Myself into a position that I'm now reasoning in a way that I don't normally do right in a way that we can smell has the sense that comes from her coming from her if you are performing testicular tanning you are never going to fill up with her right it's the wrong direction gentlemen and who knew that better than anyone the greatest most masculine Greek hero that walks the face of ancient mythology yeah so um if you're a Roman soldier and you don't have a problem with this right

Um it's because you respect Heracles and Heracles is the glory of Hera the queen of Queens right that that mother that accepts you to her breast right you can't get there if you're if you're fascist I'm sorry something blocks you right you can't get there that mother is a Nazi killer yeah yeah so

Um yeah Rob any any final words I don't want to we're going way over time we're 15 minutes over any any final words observations from your Vantage Point on what's going on okay I'm just glad it was on mute because I was laughing my head off time that was fantastic thank you I thoroughly enjoyed the episode everything's going on fantastic in the community uh Snappy's doing a fantastic job and a shout out to him because just doing a great job on on Discord encourage everyone get on the Discord

Tomorrow so we can do the course I'll be on the I'll be on the Discord and by the looks of the chat it's going to be a busy morning for you come on yeah yeah thanks and thanks to Snappy um for the protecting against the Confederates that keep charging in yeah thanks um I think that's a particular American contingency of Confederates there and um guess what guys guess what guys you worship a dude who was arrested in a public park with a naked boy sorry yeah hail Satan that was hating See you tomorrow show me the girl I ever met I wanted and it's bad where is that Golden Palace where is that horse called Destiny I think she ran off without me

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